Reflection 4 (motivation)

In the beginning of the semester , I came to Fullerton with full on drive, I had wonderful time management and kept up with my work, As the semester has gone by I’m still pretty motivated , but I need to work on my time management a little better. To be fair to myself I’m pretty busy , but when I’m not busy. I should be getting tons of stuff done . Instead I find myself “tired” or “not in the mood “. Sometimes I pick sleep over homework. I still get the work done but, I’ve let a allot of projects go till last minute . I’ve missed a few points here and there because of this , and I cant believe I let that happen! This week so far I’ve been pretty good . One thing that keeps me motivated are my dreams . I just keep telling myself “I can do this “ and I set goals for myself . I’m a goal oriented person . I’m aware of my limits and know what I’m capable of and part of me wouldn’t except anything less. So when I do let things go it makes me upset, I picture all my dreams crushing to the ground . One thing that has helped me keep motivated and focused is always try to take one day at time . If I have extra time to do work due later that’s great but , getting done what’s done sooner, makes my things seem less overwhelming .I also have days in the week I look forward to keep me motivated during the week . On Tuesdays me and my friend are both at school all day, so after our last class we usually grab something to eat. I also do other stuff to keep me motivated but , those are few that I can list on the top of head right now .

Reflection 3 (Letter To My Self)

Goals:

Academic :
-Associative degree from Fullerton , transfer to 4 year college : Get Bachelors and maybe Masters if I want to speciallize in something (Goal : To be Registered Nurse )

Financial :
-Current : put aside enough to buy new bed / redo my room (paint etc)
-Future :Get good enough job (to buy brand new car and be able to put down payment on house

Personal:
 Maintain healthy lifestyle forever (stay healthy in old age ) /eat less sugar and try not to eat at night

Dear Jennifer (Me)

 

I cant believe we haven't seen each for a whole year! It feels like forever! Well remember how I told you I'm taking classes at Fullerton College , well their going pretty great. I also still work part time  at the Cab Co as call taker . I'm still planning to be nurse, sometimes it gets hard because I have so much going on and I get tired but, I've been pretty good with my time management overall with a few slip ups once in while. I don't want one bad grade to ruin my chances of getting masters , if I want one later. Hopefully I'll be able to transfer after the next semester. It's been harder then ever to get classes now because of budget cuts.When I transfer I'm probably going to try to stay close to home and just commute.I  can't imagine leaving everything behind. Also it will be cheaper and give me chance to save up money for the future .I'm thinking of Cal State Fullerton ,Long beach , or maybe Chapman. I like how Cal State Fullerton is close but , I'm not sure how their Nursing program is. Long Beach State I've heard has wonderful Nursing program but , the only thing its a little farther a way but , it might be worth the drive. Chapman also could be option for me if they accept me . If I was going to live in a dorm , I would love to go to school out in Arizona. I love it there and think it would be allot of fun to go to school out there.  Also last year I started  eating less sugar and I  feel amazing! I still have treat once in while but, its not like I crave them everyday anymore. I hope one day I'll be able to buy new car and be able to afford to go on a nice vacation once a while . Also I would love to be able to put a down payment on house with someone when I plan to move out or get married.Those are just some dreams of mine. I really think its important for us to stay in touch . I really miss you and love you! Please take care of your self and never change!

 

Sincerely,  me

• Vigil
• Impassive
• Surreal
• Bedlam
• Mundane
• Rapture
• Shrill

Reflection #2

     Ever since I have learned about the SQR technique in my Language Arts and Reading classes I have been trying to use it. This week I used this technique during my English class by reading the article “Marry Him.” We had to actively read the article which included highlighting key ideas, and underlining important statements. Also we had to circle unknown vocabulary words, and summarize details. This method really helped me this week.  I received an A plus on my English test. This method has also helped me in my Reading class. When I read an excerpt from The Things They Carried, I feel more focused on the text. This method helps me memorize key information. This week I am probably going to use the SQR technique on my English homework because every time we read an article, the following class period we are tested on the information from the article. Also my English professor requires the class to actively read our homework assignments before they are due. I think it is beneficial that I have to actively read in both my English and Reading classes. By summarizing the details it makes it easier to review for tests. I feel that the more I expand my knowledge on active reading, or SQR, educational reading will become easier to understand. The only downside about active reading is that it is currently more time consuming, but the more I practice, the more natural it will become in my lifestyle.  I am enjoying the knowledge I am gaining from this class. :)

My Calendar

To Do List:Feb 28th

Must Do:
Math Homework
Orgnaize binder
Go get Checkup

Need To Do:
Reading Homework
Clean Up room

Should Do:
Excercise for half hour
wash dishes
go to bed reasonable time

To Do list for Feb 29th :

Must Do:
Go to Doctors appt
Go to Math Lab
Finish all reading homework for wedsnday

Need to Do:
Go to tutoring session for Lang Arts
buy my dad birthday gift
fill up gas

Should Do:
Laundry
meet my friend after class
go to bed early

Week To Do List March 7th thru 13th

Must To Do:
Math homework/ math lab
Eng hw
Reading lab

Need  To Do:
Get online stuff updated
go to Reading meeting on Monday
Laundry

Should Do:
call my Aunt
go to bed at reasonable time

To Do List (March 26th)
Must do :
Reading homework
take shower
go to work

Need To do :
math homework
english homework
study for reading

Should do :
go running
clean up room before I go to work

My Reflection

      When it comes to stories that have touched my life in some way my pen falls short. I think of all the small little moments that have shaped my life thus, far and I can't just think of one. So today I'm going to write about someone else's life story that I've heard recently that made  me appreciate my life little more. Everyone thinks they got it bad until they hear someone else’s story. Sometimes we don’t get to choose when we hear someone’s story. It was just normal day at Fullerton College .I had hour before my next class and wanted to grab something to eat. I was crossing the street from subway when this girl approached me. She had dark brown curly hair and was wearing a black shirt. She looked a little worn out but, overall just average student. She asked if I had a quarter. I told her I didn’t .I then asked if she needed it for parking pass and she said no. She just wanted something to eat.

        
That when she began telling me her life story. She told me she was living in her sister's car and can’t go back home cause her parents are abusive. To be honest there was nothing I could do and she didn’t want to get anyone involved. She seemed pretty nice and I shared little about my life too. As I was about to leave I told her to take care of herself and be careful. This moment just made me appreciate my life more. I know my life can be tough at times but , I'm lucky I have home to go back to, food to eat , and I'm safe.

The Things That I Carry..

I carry the spirit of a bird, the slowness of a turtle, and the clumsiness of tight rope walker! I have carried many dark clouds but, have treasured many stars. I have carried the bad side of coin and have lost someone very dear. I carry the reality she's not here and she will never be. I carry the lost of mother's touch. I carry strength to keep going, spiritualism to keep believing, and dreams to keep achieving. I  carry a  guardian angel in the sky.

         I carry the emotions of the weather. I carry the peace of rain falling, the change of leaves, and the zap of thunder and coldness of snow. I carry dreams the size of the world an imagination that could color the rainbow and I can be as stubborn as rock. I carry the ability to forgive but, not forget. 

           
I carry the missing puzzle piece to my life. I carry the answers to my mystery! I carry the ability to read people well. I carry secrets.

        
 I carry the memory of contestant on jeopardy but, the forgetfulness of 70 year old .I carry strong opinions and weird theories. I carry unfinished projects and great ideas.  I carry good times, rough times, and just ok times. I carry lifelong friendships and importance of family and never losing touch .I carry photographs and happy memories. I carry my cell phone and picture id all the time .I carry my iPod most of time. I carry the love of music. I carry myself and as times goes on I learn to carry less and just move on.